So yeah. Id become really depressed this week. The last few days, since Friday, I’ve been in a really good mood. Today’s sent me back into that fogginess we call depression. Although no one would notice because I put a smile on my face. No one knows what I really feel like inside. All the “what if’s” and “why not’s”. I’d started purging again not gonna lie, and I don’t know what’s gonna happen now, although at the moment I don’t really feel like eating. I just need someone. Properly need someone.

When you just want to run away and never, ever come back.